the rant

Warning rant:

I'm so fed up of exams. I cant wait for them all to be over, I am fed up of being in this house, going around the same rooms, I've re-designed them to death in my minds eye. I just wana go to the beach and feel the sand on my skin, have the sun warm me up, swim and enjoy that weightlessness feeling. I want to sit by the sea at night sipping a glass of wine while somewhere a guitar plays. I want to spend time just lazing around with friends near a pool or in an air-conditioned TV room watching a fun film with mounds of comfort food. I want to walk through Europe, to discover the worlds best Espresso in a hole in the wall, or the quaintest square filled with onlooking balconies blossoming with flowers. I want to stare out of a train and see the countryside of a new land spread out and unfold in front of me. I want to go to an all night party and dance my crazy little feet off till they cant take it any more. I want to jump all excited to my new summer song, and flirt with random strangers, I want to have an awesome tan, and fall to bed exhausted from days of fun randomness.

sigh....im now in my happy place...fantasizing bout these things. They will soon come! and I cant wait.